It's been a while.

Wow it's been a while since I've written in my blog, so much has changed....  My life in genral compleat turn around, sure it was going threw a few rough patches in the begining sure a few rough patches in my love life and family life... But now it's total chaos, my health is shot... It affects more then just school, my family seems to be deteriorating from it all as well.  First I started having minor headaches, small at first but the became more frequent and violent.  Soon they were full blown mindgrains, I saught help I went to my doctor.  He tried all he could, but all he did failed it seemed as though nothing would stop them.  So he sent me to a nerologists, he put me on countles medications some helped but nothing stopped the mindgrains.  The mindgrains started affecting school I missed weeks at a time the never stopped, and now only 4 months in I've failed my year everything I do now is so my parents don't get arrested for child neglect....  Then I went to se an eyedoctor to check up on well my eyes, he found that my right eye's nerve looked pale which means it could be dead.  So he sent me to another specialist, this guy told me after numerous tests of blood, and eye that if his assumptions were correct I would be blind in both eyes in about 5 years....  I don't know what to do anymore it seems so pointless, I'm fighting a battle that I cant seem to win...  I know they say everyone goes threw this type of drama but still It affects me....